1. |
Then It Ends - Cancer
03:29
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My whole world is crashing down and I don't know what to think of it
I try to keep my head up but it's hard when there's no time left
Depressed is the state of mind that I'm in
A death sentence is not the way I want to live
But if that's the plan for me, help me live it out until I can't breathe
How do I cope from here with my last chance, with my last breath
I look to you and it's getting closer, not what I want but I'll gain forever
I get to the point where my thoughts haunt me night and day
Help me to remember what you said. You have a plan for me
It's hard to go on, this disease has left me weak
I'm waiting for a new body, I'm waiting to be free
I'm breaking down, I'm asking why, this has to be part of my life
Consequence of a fallen world, doesn't make it easier, doesn't make it any better
Help me, my mind is failing, Help me, this is my last chance
Help me see your plan for me, this is my last chance
How do I press on when my life seems to be already gone
Why does this have to happen now
Reach down into the dark and pull me out
I'm holding on to what I want my life to be
I'm not promised another breath
It's so hard to give up the dream
Breathe life into my lungs so I can breathe again
I have to let go knowing You are my hope
This is my final breath, only to live again
My life is not in vain
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2. |
Amongst Wolves - Voices
03:48
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All of these voices inside my head
Sometimes they tell me I'm better off dead, but I
I know the truth, feel it in my chest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling apart, it feels like
All of my thoughts taking over my heart, yeah they
Sink their teeth in, sink their teeth in, yeah they
Stop me breathin, stop me breathin
Sometimes I feel like I’ve to nothing give, but I
Know that my God gives me rеason to live, yeah He’s
Undеfeated, undefeated, yeah He
Keeps me breathin, keeps me breathin
All of these voices inside my head
Sometimes they tell me I'm better off dead
I know the truth, feel it in my chest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
I’m holding on to the words you said
That I am loved and You hear my prayers
You gave me life and You give me rest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
Sometimes I hope it would all disappear, it feels like
There ain’t a way to get past all the fear, but You
Say You love me, say You love me, and You’re
Gonna carry me, gonna carry me
Even though I never been this low, I know
You made a way to get out of this hole, You showed me
That You love me, that You love me, and I
I believe it, I believe it
All of these voices inside my head
Sometimes they tell me I'm better off dead
I know the truth, feel it in my chest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
I’m holding on to the words you said
That I am loved and You hear my prayers
You gave me life and You give me rest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
There is nothing romantic about suicide
Don't you believe it it's a filthy lie
Ain't no beautiful way to take your life
Jesus already made the sacrifice
All of these voices inside my head
Sometimes they tell me I'm better off dead
I know the truth, feel it in my chest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
I’m holding on to the words you said
That I am loved and You hear my prayers
You gave me life and You give me rest
So I choose to live and I won't fear death
There is nothing romantic about suicide
Don't you believe it it's a filthy lie
Ain't no beautiful way to take your life
Jesus already made the sacrifice
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3. |
From The Ash - Fearless
04:04
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Fearless
I can face the battle
That's in front of me
Fearless
I won't be overcome
By the darkness
Push me farther
Fearless
I will never fall
I will rise up
I feel the air around me move
It rushes into me
I channel all my strength
And all my energy
It's pumping through my veins
I feel alive inside
I'm ready for the fight
The battle for my life
I'm fearless
I can face the battle
That's in front of me
Fearless
I won't be overcome
By the darkness
Push me farther
Fearless
I will never fall
I will rise up
I hear the thunder crashing down
It rushes through my bones
The light flashes around
More than I've ever known
But still I won't back down
I'll keep on pushing through
I'm ready for the fight
The battle of my life
Fearless
I can face the battle
That's in front of me
Fearless
I won't be overcome
By the darkness
Push me farther
Fearless
I will never fall
I will rise
I'm fearless
I can face the war
I'm fearless
I'm stronger than before
I'm fearless
Fearless!!!
You know I'm
Fearless!!
I won't back down because I'm
Fearless!!
I will not fall because I'm
Fearless!
Woah!
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4. |
Framework - Tainted Grey
04:11
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Wake up, repeat, here we go again
I feel so numb right now the days are blending in
Ripping the thread from these sewn-shut eyes
All to find that I’m colorblind
In too deep at an all-time low
I'm not sure how far this goes
Sky’s so gray will it ever clear?
Sometimes I want to disappear
I’ve been down this road a million times
Should’ve looked out for the warning signs
It’s treacherous and shakes me to the core
Another battle to win the war
Paralyzed by fear
I’m lost inside my head
Losing control
I’m hanging by a thread
It seems so far away
Out of reach but feels so close
There is no other way
Take a step to reach your goals
The unknown is what we have to face
Until this war ends
We battle day by day
Blinded by the fear that dwells within me
I can smile but I cannot hide
This weight on my shoulder is crushing me
The strength must come from deep inside
Paralyzed by fear
I’m lost inside my head
Losing control
I’m hanging by a thread
There’s no hope in fear
But we push it to the edge
Stuck in time I wanna start but can’t begin
Drowning so deep inside my thoughts
Swimming with weights I start to sink (I’m drowning)
Buried alive so much to lose
Tainted at times, distorted views
It seems so far away
Out of reach but feels so close
There is no other way
Take a step to reach your goals
The unknown is what we have to face
Until this war ends
We battle day by day
Take it slow, take it day by day
Even though the world is tainted gray
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5. |
DIRE - Burden
03:28
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This life is pain
our hearts, they fail from inside out
My shadow came to me again
I saw the face behind the fractured mask of doubt
I hear it's whispers from within
my sin
If I turn my back and leave it all behind
the way would never change with my mind
If my fate is in the struggle 'til the day I'm taken home
One thing I know: My King is worthy
Once and for all, I lay this nemesis to waste
The day I shed this fragile skin
My fall, decay, this legacy of shame
Never to walk this road again
Never again
If I turn my back and leave it all behind
the truth remains
The way would never change with my mind
there is no other name
If my fate is in the struggle 'til the day I'm taken home
One thing I know: My King is worthy
Though no more shameful of a son
and if I ever enter in
not of good that I have done
The blood's as able as it's ever been
If I turn my back and leave it all behind
the truth remains
The way would never change with my mind
there is no other name
If my fate is in the struggle 'til the day I'm taken home
One thing I know: My King is worthy
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Wandering alone on my path of reflection I am found shrouded in a shadow of my ambition.
A traveler appears at my crossroads bearing an offer on his breath.
Sounds like gold smells like death.
Bow down everything you see is in your grasp.
Reach out and take what I offer you.
With me you’ll turn the rocks into the bread.
They’ll never cry out.
They’ll never cry out.
Why gain the highest of high to drown in the lowest of low?
Take your place atop the highest mountain you will never fall.
I will be your rise.
What you want what you ask is yours.
Money, power, fame. You can be anything.
I will take care of the details all I ask is to give me all you are. All you will be. Everything.
Take my hand. Sign on the dotted line.
Your soul is mine. My will be done.
Why gain the highest of high to drown in the lowest of low?
Away from me. Send the angels.
Away from me. Send the angels.
Heaven come down. Send the angels.
Heaven come down. God send the angels to me.
Why gain the highest of high to drown in the lowest of low?
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You look secure, but I know of the ghost you fear.
Every haunted night that you prayed to be spared of your father.
You fear his voice, but sleep evades you even in the silence.
Pulled by his hands, holding you from escaping from his violence.
You want to run, but the fear renders your legs completely useless.
Don’t give up.
What are you waiting for? You are not the victim of consequence anymore.
Why are you so afraid? I am with you and I will forever remain.
You are worth more to me than the weight of this world in gold,
And for your life I offer every cent of my blood to be sold.
Without struggle the eagle never learns to soar.
The sun will rise and restore every leaf that you lost in winter.
I will regrow every blossom that he pulled from my garden.
Pursue the light and let the ghosts of the void be erased,
Please hold on.
What are you waiting for? You are not the victim of consequence anymore.
Why are you so afraid? I am with you and I will forever remain.
I will restore the wounds that he inflicted and rebuild every brick in my home that he destroyed.
Rebuild. Rebuild. I will rebuild your heart.
To my dearly beloved, to whom I send my deepest regards.
Please know that I see your pain and please know how it breaks my heart,
But from your suffering I have built the cocoon of a monarch,
And may my hands be your anchor as your world falls apart.
What are you waiting for? You are not the victim of consequence anymore.
Why are you so afraid? I am with you and I will forever remain.
To the thief who hides his heart in an unmarked grave,
You will reap what you raped from the teeth of my blade.
What have you done?
I am justice.
I am the justice that you deserve.
You are unworthy to call her your daughter, for you are not her father, you are a monster.
You can’t run from yourself.
You can’t hide from your own destruction.
Take your hands off of her, or I’ll consume them with the fury of a lion.
I am justice.
I am.
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8. |
mothaltar - Common
04:40
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We said we would never lose our faith
Our history shows its not that way
We tried to hold the broken frames
Our hearts were missing they fell away
I didn’t know you could watch me fall
We didn’t know we would choose the flaws
What were we trying to prove?
Friction left stainless is passion removed
We were the common
But we lost our sight
We were the common
We still claim Adonai
Expansion was regressed
One flame carried weight
We were the common
Losing wrong from right
Were were the common
We still claim Adonai
Turning your face from a chain decayed
I was the first to lose my way
Sanctioned revision no longer delayed
Now I am learning my heart remained
There’s still hope in me
There’s still hope in you
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9. |
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The darkness growing closer
as the life drains from my body
growing closer i’m suffocating
consumed by what lies inside
silence echoes all around me
nowhere to run, where do I hide?
Chained to my own addictions
I’m repeating a violent cycle
with a noose tied around my neck
Judgement is met at the hands of
time
there’s nothing left but regret
Take my life back to where you started.
Let it all wash back to where your heart is.
I can’t hold on while the storm tears down my inner being, leveling the balance. How long will this life collapse,
if it has to be taken by your grasp.
Please help me before I let go
The darkness won’t consume me
the suffering within my mind ties it
together like barbed wire
pulling tighter with every thought
that plagues my mind
until there's nothing left
Destruction is the cost
of my own trespasses
Take my life back to where you started.
Let it all wash back to where your heart is.
I can’t hold on while my storm tears apart at my soul’s weak stitching.
You’ve stolen everything from me
now the darkest days
are all i seem to find
with no place to hide
from this static noise
trapped in my mind now
this time i won’t forgive you
all the pain you put me through
i will sever every withered root
Take my life back to where you started.
Let it all wash back to where your heart is.
I can’t hold on while the storm tears down my inner being, leveling the balance. How long will this life collapse,
if it has to be taken by your grasp.
Please help me before I let go
I cannot let go
I cannot let go
my roots are tearing at the seams.
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10. |
Wide Room - Trust
08:08
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we try to be conscious about everything
but in fact we are cognizant most of the time
we think of our visual world as real
but our subconscious awareness reveals the opportunity of the mental world as the essence of life
so wrong we choose what is grown in mud
don`t get me wrong
I fear your mud
hope my dismay finds an end or just a sweet clone
whiling in one of these two arrays
waiting and do not move along
you know I fear it more
than one or two mistakes
so where are you
crawling straight up my inner truth
what is stable in mind is lose
and before I leak I wash this all over you
one shiny road to swing along
where these two shades interweave and finally erupt as siamese
trying to see through their motions
lies act distinct
you know I fear it more
than one or two mistakes
so where are you
crawling straight up my inner truth
what is stable in mind is lose
and before I leak I wash this all over you
would you rather be someone that holds it all right in
or is it up to me to tell you what you should see there
would you be there
no long
you wait and stay
wait and stay yeah
why don`t you love
why don`t you sing
why do you waste it all away till I find another way
so why don`t you look in my sins
why do you waste it all away till I
find another way
a way to be
when the moment stays I hear you walk to me
and it all just seems to be ok
shall we lose our wealth
in this obscure direction
oh we have your light instead
thats kneeling our lies to defeat
so where are you
crawling straight up my inner truth
what is stable in mind is lose
and before I leak I wash this all over you
how we
how we dare
knowing
all we share is dead so before I leak I wash this all over you
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11. |
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I see your sorrow.
But I see tomorrow.
You just can't give up now.
The King will come down.
And I see all your pain.
But I saw the Lamb get slain.
You just can't give up tonight.
The King is still alive.
When a woman gives birth,
Oh, how it hurts.
But the child, you see,
Can make the pain just a memory...just a memory...
Weep and wail.
Hear my voice.
He can't fail.
Come rejoice.
He is near.
Come rejoice.
Do not fear.
Child, take your stand,
For we have heard His plan:
'You are about to leave.
You're with Me now.'
You just can't retreat.
Let the gospel bring you peace.
Let it steady both your feet.
Let it steady both your feet.
Will you take your sword? Will you take your shield,
So you can sing that He is King, in the middle of the battle field?
Oh, the prison will shake,
So keep your feet on the ground.
Let every tongue confess.
Let every knee bow down.
I remember a darkness swept over the land.
I remember the Enemy clapped it's hands.
But out of the darkness of the tomb,
The Light of the world would still shine.
(Wake! Up!)
I can't give up now.
You'll put my feet on the ground.
(Wake! Up!)
This night can't last forever.
If You are alive. I am alive.
(Rejoice!)
It is the light, that makes us clear.
Out of the night, you will appear!
The Messiah has crushed the Enemy's head.
So wake up, sleeper! Rise up from the dead.
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12. |
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Who's to blame
for what was done?
Lost every thing
forced to keep my mouth shut.
Forget my name,
I'll start from scratch.
I'll walk away
and find my own path.
No! I'm not done...
Have you ever held in doubt,
what this life is all about?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
Do you really wanna know,
or are you scared of the unknown?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
This is the valley of bones,
dried up and withered from the fight.
It's a shadowy road,
it seems that no end is in sight.
We all struggle with doubt,
don't ever let it count you out.
Carry on your path,
you'll see what this life's all about.
No! I'm not done!
No! We're not done!
Have you ever held in doubt,
what this life is all about?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
Do you really wanna know,
or are you scared of the unknown?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
It's easier,
to fall for anything.
Than for what is right,
if it means nothing!
Have you ever held in doubt,
what this life is all about?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
Do you really wanna know,
or are you scared of the unknown?
Have you questioned all these things?
They aren't important as they seem.
Nothing is as it seems,
but there's a purpose driven life.
We are the dream,
the end will catch you by surprise.
I will believe,
whether if it all ends tonight.
I will believe,
There is a purpose driven life.
(I'm not done)
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13. |
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I lose a little sleep
every night
Trying to escape
afraid of what I’ll find
deep inside
the nightmare always stays
memories that I keep
hold me tight
reflections of the past
Illusions in my mind
come to life
Every time I fall into the black
Trying - to close my eyes
To the things I see
With these chains on me
Throwing myself on trial
The jury screams
While the gavel swings
I used to walk among the innocent
I used to live inside the safety of your light
All I want is to be free again
The way it was before the shadows stalked my night
Can you save me from this prison where I’m sentenced to life
These demons haunt me
As I live and breathe
I’m searching for a life
Where there is peace
I have to break this cycle
I’ve had enough
As God as my witness
I will not give up
Desperate - for light like this, but
I get so lost
in my own abyss
In the light there is victory
They no longer have a hold on m
And I will walk among the innocent
Your truth has saved me from the Fortress of these lies
Now I know that I am free again
I’m not condemned to be a prisoner inside
Cuz You paid the final price of pain so I could survive
And You saved me from this prison so I’m destined to be alive
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You're beginning to wonder if the seasons could ever change
Losing track of how long you have stood in the rain
Not knowing what it will take to extinguish the flame
when your suffering is that of a fiery pain
One day the embers will be removed
Your past washed away and renewed
by the blood of His every bodily wound
and resurrection from a once inhabited tomb
The tale of a godless and tormented man
Like chalk from a blackboard erased by Your Hand
So are the pages of heartache and sorrow
Each time I pray that You rewrite tomorrow
Christ handed me the key unlocking heaven's door
A wretched sinner born again to live forevermore
This appraisal is but a fraction of what it meant to me
that You defused the bomb and altered my trajectory
You cut the rope that encircled my throat
And had me cope whenever I lost my hope
The same grace on which I still rely
will be my anchor until I die
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15. |
Ben S Dixon - Conform Me
03:24
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Shape me
Let carnality cease, may it fade away
As we walk in the Spirit, may we conform to Thee
Put on the new self, created after the likeness of God
In true righteousness and holiness
May the words of my mouth
Reflect Your glory, Your glory
May the truth of Your word
Command my being, my being
Conform me
Shape me
I have been crucified with Christ
It is no longer I who live
But Christ who lives in me
And the life that I now live in the flesh
I live by faith In the Son of God
Loved me, gave Himself for me
May the words of my mouth
Reflect Your glory, Your glory
May the truth of Your word
Command my being, my being
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16. |
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I feel like I am lost again
I need some redirection
Can someone bring me back to life?
Please give me resurrection
Will you find your way home again?
Won't you trust in Me?
(I) I AM the way, the truth, and the life
I Will be your light
Prodigal
(II) Come to me
weary and burdened
I will give you rest
(III) Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
I am no longer worthy to be called... your... son
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Will you bring me back to life?
I need you to be my guiding light
I am shattered inside
I don't want to give up the fight
Lord please... give me rest
Jesus... give me rest
Come now find your rest in Me
He said, return to the light!
Will you find your way home again?
Won't you trust in Me?
I AM the way, the truth, and the life
I Will be your light
Prodigal
Come to me
weary and burdened
I will give you...
Rest!
Come home
Come home
Come now, find your way home again
You can put your trust in Me
I AM the way, the truth, and the life
I Will be your guide
Prodigal
Come to me
weary and burdened
I will give you...
_________________
I - John 14:6
II - Matthew 11:28
III - Luke 15:21
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17. |
Context - Atlas
04:21
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God chase me, to the end of myself.
No longer can I sleep off this guilt.
Wake me up to see who you are.
Let me see who I am.
So that I might try again.
I’ve drowned myself, lost in my selfish ways.
I’ve held the world in the palm of my hand.
My life has become all about me, and not about you
My life has become all about me, and not about you
God chase me, to the end of myself.
Dead in my ways.
Awaken my heart.
So that I might be a giant of this world.
Dead in my ways.
I never thought I was worthy of grace.
I was hiding in the farthest place.
I never thought I was worthy of grace.
I was hiding in the farthest place.
Your will be done.
Your will be done.
Your will be done.
Your will be done.
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18. |
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I feel the sorrow of this life
Stay here and keep watch with me
My Father, take this pain and strife
The spirit’s willing, but the flesh is weak
Time has come
Let us go
Here walks my betrayer
Do what you came for, my friend
This is the way I must go
They beat and mock me to the end
My followers say, “Who are you?”
Crown of thorns
Pain unknown
Beaten down
Led to die
I walk with this crushing weight
Down the way of suffering
They say, “Come down from your death.”
Not one at my side except my God
Crown of thorns
Pain unknown
Beaten down
Led to die
Darkness covers all the land
Why have you forsaken me?
Spirit of mine given up
Tearing, shaking, dead arise
Evening approaches, shut me in
They guard the tomb with a seal
A violent earthquake shakes the earth
I have overcome the grave
All command
In my hand
Walk this earth
Spread this hope
I’m alive
I’m with you through it all
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If we could truly open our
Hearts and expose to the world
Everything we hide
Would we be embarrassed
By what they find
What an imperfect gift
The heart truly is
With all its holes and flaws
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
God is a dreamer
When our joy runs out
Racing for success
Striving for life
When we are terminal
In our eyes
If I give you my voice
Will you sing a song
Straight to their hearts
Use my, my fracture
To revive the lost
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
Father use me
Use me for your glory
Father use me
Use me for your glory
Father use me
Use me for your glory
Father use me
Use me
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
For I am ready to fall
In weakness I confess
My iniquity condemns me
To ruin
I am ready to fall
I confess
I'm ready to fall
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20. |
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She craves the truth
Like nothing else matters
They don’t understand her
Why does she give so much away
Flown so high that I can’t go back
Too much at stake
Devils at my back
Hearts need healing
Gonna start a revolution
Divinities calling
Lead em to the solution
Chaos calls but I’m a fighter
Persevere watch my fear and doubt scatter
Something holy burning on the inside
Victories in the spotlight
Chorus:
My God, is greater
I’m not going down with the lies this time
I hit my knees and I claim what’s mine
I am stronger, got my feet planted on solid ground
The secret is out, you’re going down
Can you feel it rising?
Can you hear em running?
Oh we will not back down again
My God, is greater
I’m not going down with the lies this time
I hit my knees and I claim what’s mine
I am stronger, got my feet planted on solid ground
The secret is out, you’re going down
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21. |
Oh Broken Remedy - Ghost
04:38
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Everything’s the same
Everything’s the same
How could it ever change
When you think you’ve fallen short
You’ll never find a way home
How could you complete
Or fill the empty void that only grace can fill
You can’t receive it if you’ve lost yourself
You don't know how much I love you
You don't know how much I love you
You don't know how much I love you
You don't know how much I love you
Child you have fought through every tear
But I paid the cost
I'm bearing all your sins
You will have peace again
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If blood wasn’t shed
There’d be no forgiveness
From all of the evil
That each of us
Have done
If blood wasnt shed
There’d be no forgiveness
From all of the evil
That each of us
Have done
You gave your life
To save our souls
Were bough with
A price
The shedding of
Blood
Now I can come
Right on home
Simply from
What you've done
I can walk boldly
Up to your throne
If blood wasn’t shed
There’d be no remission
From all of the wickedness
Done under the sun
Were bought with a price
The sacrifice
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How wonderful are Your ways
Higher than our own
The clouds are Your chariots
Reign power from Your throne
With mercy and tender eyes
You look upon your own
Let every nation, tribe and tongue
Sing unto the Lamb
All glory and honor to You God
All glory and honor to the One worthy
From age to age You stand alone
In one voice we cry You are holy
All glory and honor forever be unto
You our God
How wonderful are Your ways
Greater than my own
You light the path before me
I’ll never be alone
With arms outstretched by His love
Displayed for all to see
All glory and honor forever be unto
The King who power and might belongs entirely
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For The Rock British Columbia
Visual and Audio art working together to illuminate the dark. Discover the King in the underground.
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